reality is never quite what you expect
more full of joy than you imagined
yet pulling back at you is the struggle
everything is bigger than you imagined
complicated
what do you want to be when you grow up
becomes a fairy tale because
your dreams are merely fantasy
and you are instead left with that fact
that dreams never really come true
because life is different from your thoughts
failure is an unexpected detour, turning onto
the unending route of reality
the destination forgotten because it never existed
and yet this is not a roller coaster of ups and downs
it’s a journey in a landscape
failure is not a trench, but a valley of everything
unexpected
better